Sunday, November 6, 2011 @ 6:13 AM
"The hardest thing, she thinks, is to see the person you love with a person that isn't you."
"You think you see it. You think you see how good they are together and funny thing is, you haven't even seen them together for more than ten seconds. It must be something, their love, and you think, tacitly, that you would give anything to find a love as beautiful as theirs."
:)
Such a cool line!
Sarah! Yes I have my own problems! But I'm not self-doubting like you are! Or maybe I am! But then I'm not! Geeze aren't I confusing? :D Anyway, you and Alyssa will understand this! Cause somehow you guys (or gals rather) seem to connect on the same way length and seem to practice the same kind of irrational irony as well!
On to the topic of dreams! just read a super cool book on the hidden power of dreams, went to sleep yesterday and had this really long and complicated dream! But it was kind of symbolic I guess!
There was three parts to it, but I shan't talk about the first two cause one's too controversial and the other was just me flying over buildings and stuff. Speeding to third part!
It all started when I was in a castle (hahaha). There was like some sort of internal war going on. One belonged to an evil side led by some evil female devil and the other was just... nothing. And so somehow I was pretty much caught up in the fight, but I had no idea which side I was on, so I just jumped around avoiding getting killed.
Then somehow or another it seemed that the devil won the war, but at that moment great amounts of golden coins started to flood the castle from everywhere, crushing everyone in it's route. I remembered running away from then when I chance upon the devil and right before my eyes I saw someone else attacking her. I end up catching up as she almost fell into the path of the coins and then she looked straight at me and asked me if I was going to kill her. I said something like 'are you the evil meant to be killed?' to which she said something along the lines of 'people sort us into good and evil, but is it not merely a judgement to justify oneself?' So I said something like I wasn't going to kill her.
She gave me a smile and told me that she was going to show me the truth. I think we went to this large mural and she summoned like three kids who fit the exact drawing on the mural. The wall opened to reveal a passage way and i went in with her. We came to this door, and when I opened it inside was like some children nursery with this 4 -5 year old girl lying on the bed as though in deep sleep. Somehow as I approached her she woke up, the coins stopped flooding. I gave her a hug and at that moment the devil disappeared, leaving me with this 'This is the truth'.
I end up crying and waking up. Though I don't recall crying in the dream, I was tearing when I woke.
I don't really get it. What is the truth the dream was trying to tell me about? I keep on having this feeling that I'm missing something really important, but I can't quite get it.
Went to google meaning of dreams, and apparently: To save a child in your dream signifies your attempts to save a part of yourself from being destroyed.
Gah. Been a long time since I had any meaningful dreams. But still don't quite get why I was crying when there's nothing remotely sad about the dream ):