Thursday, August 18, 2011 @ 6:15 AM
Life gives you shit; make fertilisers.
HAIZ.
It's kind of interesting about how one feels getting a low/ borderline A for tests and stuff. Cause on one hand it's not bad till you can rant about it (I mean hello we are, or at least I am, a nice person who wouldn't go around laughing and jeering at other's results unlike SOME PEOPLE), but it isn't really something to be proud of either. Hmmm. Complicated stuff. Haha this also shows how lousily I did for the first two terms, cause since I was always scarping the bottom of the class, there wasn't much of a problem complaining.
But it doesn't erase the fact that test results aren't that indicative of our mental abilities. And so, don't you think it's extremely prejudiced, and supremely mean of you to judge whether someone is smart of not base on a few stringed up numbers. Well, apparently not all people think so. But seriously, just because I flunk a little, I got lazy a little, my grade slips a little, doesn't mean I'm stupid. No one is stupid. Not you, not me, not anyone.
So it kinds of hurts that people judge me base on my previous results and take me as some sort of freaking low bench mark they have to pass. They get unbelievably pissed off/ or disappointed/ or go in total denial whenever I score like better than them. HELLO. WTS. What do you take me for, like someone who does so badly that if you lose to me you're really really bad?
To think that I once thought we all were nice people who don't discriminate against people who don't do well. Maybe we do, maybe I was truly truly wrong, we make prejudices that are just expressed in another form.
So jeering and laughing at my scores is fine, but I can't do that back?
Some people just suck.
Some people just need to know when to stop.
Some people are just true blooded jerks.
Screw you.