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Saturday, April 9, 2011 @ 4:52 AM

we're done, but it's not over

It's hard to describe what I'm feeling right now. I suppose I can say I feel kind of happy that I actually manage to take the 4th position, but at the same time, I'm can't help but to feel sad as well. I knew I could have done much better, if I wasn't trembling too much and end up doing lousy gongbus all the way.

-Comps were terrifying though-

Hmm. Okay. That wasn't an excuse. And can someone slap me. I know what I'm saying is very worthy of slaps right now, cause I should be happy that I managed to get something despite being utterly rubbish, but can't help feeling the guilt of not doing my best.

Whatever. It's over.

And now I owe people pizzas. An upgrade from tehbing. SARAH QUEK ZHI WEI I WILL NEVER FORGIVE YOU FOR THIS.

But that aside, I've been extremely-ultra-superly glad that you guys were always there for me. Like how whenever I had sudden panic attacks, sudden crying urges, sudden depression, or just feeling extremely bad and useless, you guys were always there. No matter in what form of comfort you all gave me, be it in terms of long tight hugs, patting, words of comfort, or just a simple smile, I couldn't have been able to do anything without you guys. It really mattered to me alot, being my first time going for an individual routine comp, so a very BIG THANKYOU to SarahVenusAlyssaYiTingGraceSusi for always being there with me! :D

Really. If you all weren't there, then I wouldn't have recovered from my panic attacks, nor will I be able to do my make-up or tie my hair properly. Cause you know, this isn't something just everyone can do.

And especially to Sarah, who has endured my rubbishness, synchronise flunking of maths test(although I highly suspects that she'll score much better than me), and panicking with me. (Even though we always seem to panic in staggered timings) And for waiting with me to buy bubble tea. And long long long hugs. And singing of the F song. And spending ages discussing the topic of favouring angel over mortal or mortal over angel.

I LOVE YOU ALL :D:D:D

Oh well. let's try our best for next year too, yeah?