Wednesday, March 2, 2011 @ 5:58 AM
Time will tell, show and heal
I'm tired.
Tired of all these drama and misunderstandings, tired of this massive 'I side you I side you not' cold war, tired of how both of us probably sound like a pair of unrelenting awkward twins.
When will it ever end? Or more like will it ever end?
I'm truly, truly tired. Hating or trying to hate someone is energy draining you know.
I know I'm supposed to hate you for what you have done, cause I truly felt that it was really really unfair for you to judge me like this, when it was just a misunderstanding on who in the world my previous post was pointing the finger at.
But right now, when the initial anger has dissipated, all I feel is a dull throbbing hurt and pain, and seriously, I feel more sadness than hate.
I still maintain my point though. I don't and can't see what I've done for such accusations to be thrown at me, so unless a mutual apology is decided on, I won't be sorry for what I've done.
Flame me all you like. All I have done is just to relate exactly how hurt I felt, how I truly didn't like what was going on, and you took it down the extreme path. For that, I see no reason to be sorry.
Sometimes I look back on all those things, and I laugh. Seriously, all these for just a guy?
No way.