Friday, March 25, 2011 @ 6:58 AM
I postpone death by living, by suffering, by error, by risking, by giving, by losing.
A wonderful epicly correct quote, except that if I have to do all these to postpone death, I'd rather not. Short wonderful life > long painful life anytime, no?OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG BLAHBLURBLORBLERBLAH OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG COMPS ARE IN A WEEK'S TIME!!!!!!!!!!!
Blah. I feel like panicemodieexcitedscaredhorrifiedamuseddamnworriedsorrygahblahblor. Bet you don't know what I'm talking about, cause it's a bunch of gibberish but OMT I feel like crying right now.
Feels kinda happy though. My routine isn't that bad for someone who has only just develop any skinship with Qiang, and has rushed through learning the routine in like ... 2 weeks? But. It is still bad for normal standards. Maybe I should start working harder before I start embarrassing myself and the team during comps. (alternatively I should just bury myself NOW)
Okay. I should work hard. Being new at this isn't exactly an excuse.
OMGOMG I'm still really nervous. D: D: D: