Thursday, February 25, 2010 @ 3:33 AM
Weather: HOT.
Mood: Excited-Angry-Happy :O
Chingyee is going insane, and as insane as that sentence sounds, it is true. Constant friction and tensions from school has sort of worn her down to the point where she's irritated by alot of things. It's like you messing about with a sleeping lion- you touch it's mane, you touch it's tail, and when that isn't enough you start pulling at it. But as long as the lion continues to sleep, you will never think about the consequences, and you start taking advantage of everything. And there's a certain point when the lion starts waking up, but you are still ignorant enough to not notice it and continue you doings. When it's finally wide awake, you start thinking if you've gone too far - but too late.
Chingyee's not saying that she's a lion, but just because Chingyee is generally smiling most of the time, laughing round, looking happy always, doesn't mean you can just do whatever you want with her. It just basically means that cage holding the beast within her is still holding pretty well. Everyday, everytime you chip and wear out the cage little by little until it finally breaks, and you'll see hell. Literally.
Chingyee confesses that she doesn't forgive easily, and while she does hold grudges, she generally overlooks things cause they're too insignificant. When you go over the line she has drawn, she doesn't forget, nor does she forgive, and she'll be possibly disliking you forever.
Don't make her hate you please.